Regrets

Regrets...
No seeing my Gram more when she had cancer, I regret not being strong enough to face her and spend time with her.
I regret all the times I missed out, because I just didn't feel like going out
I regret that I trusted in the words that TJ told me, and didn't see past his body.
I regret that I trusted that Al really would write to me before he left. I regret being honest with him, and I regret that I cared so much that soo many tears were shed.
I regret that I spend so much time consumed by other peoples pain, and sadness that I seem to lose my self in all the heartache.
I regret that I hide, that very few people know the real me, and that I waisted so much time being gaurded instead of opened.

I regret alot of things, though given a second chance I'd most likely make the same mistakes, because I'm still me.