Sunday, January 04, 2009

This and that...

I want to sit and write pretty words, I wanna try to make sense of everything that absolutly confuses me. I want to know why I fixate on pointless thoughts and why I cant stop myself from caring. I wanna know why I hurt so much, and cry all the time. I want to understand, but yet I find the more I search the more lost I seem to find myself. I almost feel as if everytime I am given a reason to smile and think I found stability that person leaves my life and I find myself yet again lost and confused. I want to understand why I push people away, why my words never speak what my heart is feeling, and why someone who is sucha helpless romantic can be sucha pestamist.

..I ask these questions to which there are no answers.

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