The fine line.

A guy once asked me how do you get stuck in the friend zone. Like what makes me friend material...I looked at him and really had no good answer...strangly enough a week later I found myself asking a guy how do I stay in the friend zone so that any guy I talk to or hang out doesn't automatically think I want a relationship.. the guy told me not to talk about relationships, what I'm looking for or what I want. Hmm good thing I have a habit of all the above.

Some people say, "Never kiss a friend because that friend will be forever lost," but what if the one person you are looking for is that friend you’ve never kissed?

I also saw Zach yesterday...went to a lake with gfs and ironically enough first time Ive been around him since idk maybe Nov/Dec and I run into him in the middle of no where he sent me a text that said nice seeing you and then told me he didnt say hi cause I told him I didnt want to hang out and that would techniqualy being hanging out. Ive never hated someone so bad without techniqually hating them if that makes sense. With finals week everyone seems so busy, I just want to spend time with my friends and there just seems to be no time... So then I think about him and how bad he is for me but how easily I could have him if I wanted him, but I wont go there because Im better then that I wont give it, but its not as though I dont find myself drifting twards him on different occassions.

Ps: Im one day away from the ending of my sophmore year =) crazy to think Im half way done.